Confession 1

I wonder how many people realize that for those of us that are passionate about the Healing Arts that we don't sleep much and our most productive time is from 12 am to 5 am..

it is not on purpose.. I am a Taurus and honey, i do love to sleep and relax and chill (real hard).. however, when working with Cosmic Teachers it seems that anything is a given.

I once did this radio show a couple years back when I was first starting out the Goddess Roundtable called "Confessions of a Mystical Healer"... all I did was explain the different type of healers, but right now.. in this blog.. I am going to make my confessions. Why? because some of you need to realize that even though we spend out time in the cosmic realms - we are still in human form AND some of ya'll be trippin! lol.. lol.. I will never mention names of people that i work with. I will share with you my journey to become the Epitome of the Essence of love and Soul Evolution.

HERE WE GO...
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CONFESSION NO. 1 - I LOATHE ENERGY VAMPIRES!!!! They prey on the spiritually vulnerable and although I know we are dealing with illusions - they can make a person's life a living hell! They are literally no different than the sentinels in the movie the Matrix. Remember when they fed on liquidized human fetuses?? It almost makes me feel like I am one of the characters in the anime called Bleach. Bleach is about these people that are Soul Reapers. They keep the Hollows from entering in and harassing souls in the living world. Read below to see what happened..


I can't believe I am still online.. I intended to be finished in an hour, but this perfectionist side of me wants all things done so that everyone can have what they need to transcend. i am late getting the kids, but not that late. I have no idea what i am going to make for them for dinner. I gotta help them with their home work, spend time with them, bathe them, clean the house.. i still haven't DONE MY HAIR!!! that's wack..

Ok, hold.. i have been feeling energy buzzing around my head and I am feeling movement around my right temple.. who the funk is this? Since I am in the public with music on - aint to much attention going to be given to this 'activity" cuz I know and feel my protection. Things changed once i crossed through the Cosmic Egg of the Central Sun and these ig'nant folks that use to feed off of my energy back in the day can't even access me any longer. Yet, i see a male figure standing over me with his hand on my head. Now I hear "transference of energy".. hmm.

well, time to go home, i will deal with this later. i suppose.. I see my children, they are so beautiful and we have so much fun together. i am about to teach them a lesson in some good old checkers. i beat my son and lawdy! he was about to cry, but he didn't. My daughter is finally starting to understand strategy and she lasted longer in this game than i expected.

Well, I didn't get to half of the thing on my to do list, but that is ok, because some days, i never stop and can put in a good 10 hours on some stuff. I gotta remember that sometimes it is necessary to sit all business aside and focus on family. The children have gone to bed late, but it was time well spent.

My daughter came to me and told me that she saw this boy and the unicorns. Well, we watched the movie The Last Unicorn several days back so it doesn't make sense that the thought forms from the movie would still be hanging around. I have had my angel music playing to transform the energy of the space.

Now, this is sooooooooo silly of me!! I should've listened to her! She wasn't even sleep when she told me she saw this boy and these unicorns and she was afraid. I intended to do some article writing, but ended up cleaning up my computer files and changing some things around, sang a couple of songs of praise to the Most High. Then did some Energy Exercises dealing with Heart Expansion and I love it!

Oh, yeah.. I am hearing the info to teach for the 4th Wombnology class for the ladies. This is gonna be off the hizee!! I feel like calling Drea, but I know that girl is asleep. it is past 1 am. Ok, I am lying down to go to sleep because my eyes are heavy. Yet, i don't get to sleep because NOW of all times, my Cosmic Teachers want to talk to me clearly with INSTRUCTIONS?!? Dangggggggggg - I am sleepy, but excited because what I am hearing my next project is going to be will be so important. Now I gotta turn the light on and write this down before i forget.. I spent 5 minutes doing this. I lay down... and then

Something happened.. this was some freaky shyt

I could've sworn when i laid down that my clock said 4:09 am - I am almost certain of it!! I dozed off talking to my Cosmic Teachers.. then I hear a voice that makes a suggestion.. it was very subtle.. it tells me that i should masturbate.. hmm and like an idiot i dang near considered it.. my sexual energy kicked up real strong.. i stop and thought to myself, "hold up - you know better. why is this happening right now?" and just as I have that thought.. I hear movement in the house.. I know who it is.. but why did she get up exactly when this started happening to me.. I didn't want her to come in the front room because i wanted to deal with what was going on and I didn't want her to be in the line of fire.

My little princess was not going to go back to her bedroom.. She was clearly behaving differently and laid down and WAS NOT even listening to me tell her to go back to the room. She said mommie, please, just let me sleep with you tonight. I can't go back in there and sleep by myself.. I asked her what had happened. She said she didn't want to tell me. She was afraid. Ok, now I am up and like wtf??? I tell her, baby - what happened? it is ok to tell mommie. She tells me she sees the same boy and he changed into a monster and chased the unicorns away. So I'm thinking that she had a bad dream. but she says, no, i was wide awake mommie. So i told my daughter she could lie next to me and I kissed her and comforted her. I asked her if they guy she saw in her vision was a Black man and she said yes.

I let her go to sleep. i thought to myself.. "so my daughter AND my youngest son are clairvoyant too?!" ok, ok, no surprise.. Now, it is time to contact the Cosmic Family... WHO IS IN MY SPACE? Ok, I already knew. I cannot tell a lie and say i did not know.. but here come the questions and I got all my answers! I got his name.. he came in through one of the sub-planes on the 4th plane of existence. We call this the astral realm. I haven't dealt with this person and his click in a couple of years and quite honestly.. I didn't expect to "hear" from him again.

My Cosmic Family told me that he was frustrated because he couldn't tap into my energy and he couldn't feed off of it. They told me he is trying to figure out what i am doing and why i have gotten so much stronger. They told me all of the beliefs that I never removed (concerning him) that gave him the right to access me through the 3rd and 4th planes.. SHOOT!!! but it is all good.. It will take all of 10 to 15 minutes to resolve. GOD I LOVE SOUL EVOLUTION!!! I am too sleepy to handle this now.. so i will deal with this tomorrow..

One thing is for sure.. I do not appreciate people who prey on the spiritually vulnerable (including children).. His using the movie we watched was a dead give away! The thought forms from the movies we watch stay in existence in our power of imagination which dwells in the Dream Time. It is all connected to the Astral Plane. I cleared the thought forms from around me, my son, and I thought my daughter.. but that is ok. When a person likes a movie a lot, they hold on to the thought forms, so we will remove them from her today if they have not already gone away.

Ok.. too bad i didn't get to write my articles, but I understand why not.. I must resolve this and re-secure my daughters peace of sleeping in her room. Training is officially on for my children.. to be continued

The strangest thing in all of this has nothing to do with this guys appearance - it felt it coming.. it was in me going to sleep at 4:09 am and thinking I had been asleep for at least 2 hours but when my daughter came to me and i looked at the clock IT STILL SAID 4:09 AM!!! Is time bending possible? Of course, I do it all the time but this was unexpected and my body felt different.. I can't wait until tonight.. watch God prove itself Strong as always..